Staying Focus

It's the last three weeks to end of the torture.But somehow,im already like losing bits by bits of my confidence, the will power to continue and the passion for fashion. I'm beginning to hate fashion day by day, I'm no sure if I'm like hating it or rather, I'm scared of it.

I don't really wana go school almost everyday. In the past, I'll still do my homework, and got myself to wake up on time and go to school for lesson, but now its lyk, im no longer feeling the need nor the interest to go school or do anything that has to do with school. The drive is not there anymore.

I'm so stressed up, i felt dat im wasting my tym, i had actually wasted so much of my tym doing nothing achieving nothing. Friends of my age had at least achieved something in life. Most of them had their dips and are pursuing their degrees right now. Whereas those w/out cert have at least reached somewhere there in their career path. Me??im nothing....and im 24!!

These fw weeks im really thinking hard of what exactly do i want in life. And the ans alwayz turned out the same. I wana open shop, my own shop, lead a simple life, be it in spore or other country, i just wana do my own biz....but i dun even have any capital to start with and im already so old....

So i guess all i can do now is to force myself to stay focus and do whateva i can for the last 3 weeks....I'm crossing my fingers man...