Saturday, April 07, 2007

Random thoughts

Hmm...come to think of it i havent been home for about a week plus??but no one seems to notice that i'm not around....oh well...nothing is new...im oso not realli keen on gg back...bad memories....or probably i dun dare to go back for fear that i cun take those memories...

Went for the dbl o interview,now awaiting for their call..alot of pple kept asking me y im back to the nite life when now i had my diploma?comon...its the faster way to earn money man....and i seriously need it...i have my dreams to work towards to....alwaz wanted to leave spore to live in somewhere else, to have a new start...but looking at now,im not alone,but at the same tym i duno if we do have a future...shud i work towards my dream risking being alone for the rest of my life or shud i stay on to wait?? I have no idea, in a total delimma...

Just felt dat spore is not a place for me....too many bad memories, but of coz there are good ones for me to savour on...lol...but overall, just felt that it isnt a place for me...maybe my fren is rite, maybe lyk wat he said, aussie may be a beta place for me...duno...thinking very randomly now...

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