I had always wana be a good girlfriend, i mean, which gal wouldnt want to rite? Especially after so many things had happened, the talk that baby and i had at the chalet, had made me even more determined to be a good or rather the best gal he ever had.

After that talk, i did ponder on the topics that we covered over and over again, honestly, i did asked myslef if this is the relationship that i want for the rest of my life, if hes the man i wana be forever. And my answer is YES.

Therefore, the more i have to work hard to make him love me more each day. Now im already restricting myself from kicking nup a big fuss when hes tokking to gals,which i admit its still quite difficult. Especially when i noe he and those gals are quite close. But i noe baby i oso making an effort to give me more security by not going up to them when we saw them outside.

And i noe that those gals hated me, but hey, which gal wouldnt wana protect their own man?? even if they really hated me, theres nothing i can do, can i?

3 more days and its my m5 paper. All jitters!!i havent really cover much of it, cun concentrate, its too wordy...so long haven been studying this way le, really cun get back the hang of it. But for baby and my future, i have to do it!!