Lots of thoughts had been swirling in my mind for some time, or to be precise, these weird thoughts had been in my mind on the day when I popped the question on how much does he love me.
It was just a normal lazy day, we were watching tv and the question came into my mind:
Me:"Baobei, how much do you love me?"
Silence...followed by a weird smile..
Him:"90% lor!"
Stunned...lost for words...back to the scenario after 2 minutes.
Me:"Huh? Why is it 90% and not 100%?"
Him:"Aiya, 10% for myself mah!"
Turned away and continue watching tv..
Left there stunned, no idea of what to say on this never expected comment...
So that is when all these weird thoughts started to conquer my brain thoughts each day till now. Thus, I guess I'm left with no other choices but to accept this truth and live with it. If I say it doesn't matter to me if he doesn't love me fully though he did promise to marry me I must be lying. Marriage is just the next phase of life, whereas love is something that is always there, every minute, every second...
All I can say is that women are born to be emotional freaks...that's probably the main reason why women are always hurt the most in most relationships...
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