Treasure

Life is so so vulnerable...terry's mum just passed away due to cancer. Everyone expected it but just not so soon...Uncle told us auntie didnt have any regrets, shes already very contended with what she was blessed with...she's such a strong lady. Looking at terry, my heart really aches...hes putting on a strong front, but anyone who know him well enough will noe that hes bleeding inside. He was so close with auntie....I duno wat to do or wat to say to be able to ease some of his pain, just pray that he'll get over it or at least move on with his life...

During this period of time, when such unhappy things happened, one tends to look back into the past. I looked back at my past, recalling all the ups and downs in everything that had happened in my life at any point of time. I lost my dad at the age of 16, and i only came to terms with it when i was 21. Frankly speaking, im not much of a speaker. I dun lyk to tok to others about my probs, ya, i do tok, but i'll try not to reveal too much. Maybe becoz im protecting myself in one way or another. And i can understand the difficulties of putting up that "Hey, im ok, im moving on well" look. Many times i had cried silently in my room, asking to no one in particular why my life is lidat...

Life and death, so so close to one another....no one will noe what's gona happen to themself the next moment. Will i live to see the sun the next morning?i wun noe...pple often say to treasure the pple, the things around you, but in actual fact, how many pple can manage to do that?not much definitely...

if treasuring is so easy, i wun have so much regrets in my 23 yrs of living....thus, i just have to deal with that fact isnt it?

To Auntie:"You are the kindest and sweetest mum i had ever seen,
You did try your best to fight that horrible battle,
But things just didn't go the way we all wanted it...
You will always be the beautiful mum that we all will remember
You will be missed greatly..."