Kiss GoodBye 2006~

In just a few more days will be the end of year 2006 and the arrival of 2007. This year really passed fast...and a lot of things had happened. For example, I got new jobs, made new friends, got a boyfriend and more problems...

Financial probs, school probs, friendship probs and r/s probs... I dunno why recently we kept quarrelling. To the point that I'm unable to go work the nxt day coz the quarrel drag for so long. I dun understand where the problems lie, but all I know is that I hate these quarrels. The worst one was the one that I got framed and accused of commiting infidelity. That is so ridiculous....Its the truth that I didnt report that Jo they all are going to play majong and dan is nearby and asked me if i wana go for coffee and i said yes. They are all my friends!!Just becoz dan is a guy so I cun mit him??Hes my close friend!!A person whom I seek advice frm coz of his wide life experiences, he did helped me alot by accessing my probs and tokking to me. If no one tok to me, i think i would have gone crazy by now...Yes, I know I got nicole thay all to tok to, but they got probs too!!and its sometimes equally bad or worse...so we do tok,but its diff,when i tok wif the gals,we pour our probs out to feel beta but when i tok to dan its to ask him for advice...

Ytd, fawn called me cuz we had alwaz wana go blading and she offered to teach me. So when he noes, hes unhappy again....fawn is a gal, okok,she seems lyk a les and shes very nice to me, but shes still my fren rite??so juz becoz shes a les and shes nice to me so i shud keep away from her?? Then in the night i went drinking with sam and nic and after dat went down to momo to drink again. I did drank alot but i didnt do that often, so y flare up on me??i dun understand...i felt so suffocated...my life had nvr been so controlled b4...

im not a person who like to be restricted, i noe there are limits to wat i can do, but in the very least,i should go out with my own frens and cont to have my own life isnt it??when will my probs end??